LOST

today you just can't talk 
today words won't come out 
the mind has so many things going on
but can't even mumble a word
have you ever felt alone in a crowded place? 
where you feel every soul inside out
but somehow you can't see them.
blurred, double vision, invisible.
mad! angry! hate!
attended mass to get answers, solutions
but all you get is more questions
a day you doubted your faith in God
a day you look up to God 
but can't seem to find Him.
you shout your lungs out 
thinking it will solve everything
but you know it won't! it won't!
lost, you're lost for you dont know why.
cause you're at the best at what you're supposed to do. 
but your best is unnoticed, unappreciated
when your best is more than enough
but your best is snubbed cause that's life.
the hardest thing for you is this isn't the first
it's becoming a cycle.. a cycle you can't avoid. unless you let go. 
but is letting go of something you really want an option? 
is letting go of something you worked hard the answer? 
is letting go of what makes you happy the right thing?
is letting go of who you are is the solution? 
maybe? maybe? who knows?
if you feel like this right now...
hold on tight
don't let go
don't give up 
don't quit 
that feeling will go away
tonight don't ask for answers or solutions
ask for strength.
strength that will keep you going! 
strength that will conquer this feeling!
strength to endure this adversity!
strength to hold on! 
strength to not let go!